Sober

I've been wanting to write in here, but every time I sit down in front of the computer it falls out of my head. Like now. But I decided to push myself this time.

Weight Watchers
I'm doing all right so far. I've lost 7 pounds since I started, but I am definitely slowing down. It may also be because I've been eating a little less healthy. I think this is good for me because I want to have a good relationship with food, rather then deny myself something. I would rather have a healthy attitude then be skinny. I am also noticing that my non-WW friends and family are getting tired of Points talk.

Knitting
I'm finally finishing up my fuzzy wuzzy cardigan. I'm sewing it up as we speak. Just needed to take a break from it. I need to get buttons for it though. I'm also finished with my friend's slippers. Just need to start on the second one, and get sticky stuff for the bottom.

I'm also spinning up some very nice black, pink, and blue yarn. This will be my first project that will be navajo plied. I'm very, very excited. I've been trying to take a break from it this week, but I will definitely be craving for it next week.

Etc.
I put a posting on Craigslist in the women seeking women section again. I haven't had much luck the couple of times, but I think this time I worded my posting just right. I did get a couple of skanks, but then I got an email from a very nice woman. We've been emailing back and forth, and now we are going to meet on Monday. Now, I'm not sure if it will go anywhere but at least it will be nice to go out. Now, I know she may be a mass murderer...hence why we are meeting in a crowded Starbucks. I'm a little nervous, but I figure it won't be that bad.

I'm also meeting up with a woman that I met through my Bi Women's Group on Saturday. We're just going to The Lexington, grab a drink or so. We're just going to be friends, so it will be nice to meet another queer woman.

Through all these experiences, I've been noticing how I would like to be in a relationship but I haven't found that woman yet. Both of these women seem nice, but I don't feel anything. I don't feel like I'm going to experience the next big thing. I guess I'm non-chalant about it all. I think I posted the ad because I wanted to experience Queer Women connection. My life is a little hectic to really have a true relationship, I think. Or maybe this is me being scared again. Scared of experiencing anything.

I just wish I could finally get my first girl kiss over with. Or finally experience my first great kiss. That would be nice.

Anyway, that's what's going on so far in my life. Now, back to my knitting! :)